The Story of My Life

Episode 31 (It is called, a GREAT GREAT GETAWAY!!)

2010-11-17T22:54:00.000+07:00

GILI TRAWANGAN!!!

I can't believe I can finally visit it.. 3 colors ocean, so clear, so soothing.. White sands, calm winds, the sound of the ocean waves are the best gift for me after finishing my school life..

It is sooo beautiful and I suddenly realize that God is surely a great artist.. He draw this place amazingly beautiful.. And I feel so blessed that I got a chance to see it..

Can't explain it well by words, just keep scrolling down, I would really loved to share the pictures..

Surely need to visit this place again!!!

Episode 30 ( It's been so long..)

2010-11-17T22:23:00.000+07:00

Well it's been so long from my last update on this blog.. Not really busy, just too lazy to write something.. Time flies, and lots of things happen.. Too sudden, and it ended too fast.. Wish I could slower it down.. Yet I know, it's impossible.

*Finished my final project with quite satisfying score

*Fixed my broken heart by trying to forgive and gave out a second chance

*Moved out from my homey apartment

*Started my first online shop with two friends

*Tried to apply for jobs

*Had a short trip with sisters and cousin

*Started my first post on tumblr feliciangaharjo.tumblr.com

*Had a great long vacation to with CRS and his friends

*Got a job, and I'm working now.. (I still can't believe it.. LoL)

And now, I'm preparing for my graduation day.. Gosh, time flies so fasstt... And it flies even faster days by days.. And I don't have time, really,

I NEED to ENJOY every second of it even MORE..

Because I know, it ain't coming back..

"Never be SAD for what is over, just be GLAD that it was once yours"

2010-05-08T16:57:00.000+07:00

Why is it end?? Hard to tell, hard to write.. If I insist to write the full story, my laptop could hang becoz of the tears that couldn't stop dropping.. Well, I'm just gonna share, why I finally can accept why is this happened..

Well, do you believe that dreams always happen the opposite way? For example, if you've just lost a thing and in the night you are dreaming that you could find it, I am quite sure, you will never find it..

And it happened to me so many times.. But the last 3 times, is the hardest yet the most hurt ones.. I'm trying to not believe it, but it did happened..

The 1st time happened after few weeks never met him.., I dreamed about hanging out with him like usual.. Going out for movies and dinner.. I wish I was never dreamed about that, because up till now I really never see him again.. It's not because we didn't try to meet.. We did try, but there's always something that barring us to meet each other..

The 2nd time happened after few days of arguing and crying and we decided to take a break.. I dreamed that he called me with the word that I always love.. And the next day I woke up? We happened to call each other by name..

The 3rd time is the sweetest one, but forced me to see the reality.. That he won't turn his back to me anymore.. Because what I saw in that dream is a man who loved me few months ago..

Too melancholy?? It is.. I can't believe I can be this sad after I met him 2years ago.. And I can't believe I could feel the unrequited love in my life!! Knowing that he don't have the same feelings with you anymore..

I L U and I miss you.. So much.. Till I drop little tears and can't sleep well at almost every nights.. But I'm tired, and I don't think my body and heart could handle it anymore.. And that's why I'm reducing my access to you.. Because talking to you really break my heart.. Knowing that you are around me, but no longer mine.. And it will make it even harder for me to forget you and to not disturb your life again.. But thank you, because I know you do so much care about me..

But, yes.. I learn a lot.. Experience is a great teacher right?? And I will be recovered soon, I don't know for how long I will still cry on my bed, how long I'm gonna avoid listening to songs, and how long I'm gonna begging to my families and friends to not leave me alone at home.. But I will be recovered soon.. So, dear lovely families and friends, don't worry^^

Well, enough for sharing sad stories.. Well fellas, here is my temporary to do list after this long love journey..

To stop this "Cry me out" session
To stand still even those loneliness and sadness feelings come
To pass my final exam successfully
To graduate from this college with satisfaction score
To find a job soon after I graduate

I guarantee you, I can do this!!!

Thank you, for all the things you've done to me, for all the love and care you've given me, for all the experience we've been through together..

Well, goodbye my lover, goodbye my friend, you had been the one, you had been the one for me..

Love,

-Felicia-

Episode 28 ( I want a puppy...)

2010-04-13T22:18:00.000+07:00

Puppies, I'm in loveeeee....

My wish list :

1. Pomeranian

2. Pug

3. Shih-Tzu

4. Chi hua hua

5. Beagle

6. Pekingese

7. Chinese Shar-Pei

UUhh, I want them soooo BADLY.....

Episode 27 ( A Thankful Chinese New Year 2010.. )

2010-02-17T18:10:00.001+07:00

Gak berasa banget.. Tau -tau udah Imlek lagi, dan bahkan waktu blog ini diketik, Imlek dah lewat 3hari.. Yang lucu, Imlek taon ini, barengan ama hari Valentine. Yang tua ngasih amplop merah ke yang muda, yang muda, malah bagi2 coklat. Hahaha..

Imlek taon ini, gak gitu berasa.. Secara cuma satu hari aja, itu juga hari minggu. Jadinya gak dapet hari libur ekstra. Perayaan dikeluarga juga sederhana banget, yang penting kumpul n makan bareng. Tapi Imlek taon ini penuh banget ama rasa syukur.

Kira-kira sebulan sebelum Imlek, orang-orang terkasih pada jatuh sakit. Dan sakitnya , cukup mengkhawatirkan.

Dimulai dari popo yang jatoh terus patah tulang pahanya, yang bikin popo mesti dirawat dirumah sakit seminggu lebih dan harus dioperasi. Sedangkan operasi buat orang-orang tua itu cukup membahayakan kalo inget daya tahan tubuh mereka yg takutnya udah gak kuat lagi buat nahan obat bius. Tapi Puji Tuhan, popo sembuh!! Meskipun mesti pake kursi roda, pelan-pelan, popo mulai bisa berdiri sendiri trus belajar jalan lagi.

Ditambah lagi, waktu popo baru dirawat diRS. Papa yang punya penyakit keturunan ternyata kecapean plus stress karena kerjaan. Pembuluh darah kecil diotaknya jadi pecah, dan bikin papa jadi susah ngomong ato gerakin tangan kanannya. Kaget, stres, sedih, bingung harus apa. Cuma bisa dampingin, ama terus berdoa. Berdoa biar papa cepet sembuh dan pulih, dan bersyukur sebesar-besarnya karena Puji Tuhan, bukan pembuluh darah besarnya yang pecah. Setiap kali inget ini, bikin perasaan ngilu, khawatir dan terus takut kalo kalo papa bakal ninggalin kita sekeluarga. Tapi lagi-lagi Daddy emang baik.. Papa pulih pelan-pelan, makin sehat n keliatan seger. Kita sekeluarga janji buat merhatiin papa bener2 dan gak bikin dia kesel ato stress.

Akhirnya, kejadian ini bikin aku sadar. Kalo setiap saat, kita msti bersyukur buat keberadaan orang-orang terkasih disekitar. Papa, mama, adik, kakak, pacar, oma, opa, sepupu, paman, bibi, teman-teman,.. Mereka itu hadiah terindah dari Daddy, lagian ga ada mereka, hidup kita gak bakal ada apa-apanya.

Makanya bersyukur banget, Imlek kali ini juga semua anggota keluarga bisa ngerayain dengan sehat dan bahagia.. And hope for this happy and healthy Chinese New Year again next year and remain..

PS. Angpau taon ini nambah, sempet rayain sama keluarga pacar juga, senengnya.. Makasih Daddy^^

Mau share foto-fotonya juga, biarin deh jadi panjang banget blognya.^^

Episode 26 ( My hand made card.. )

2010-02-02T22:07:00.001+07:00

I love wrapping gifts..

I love making my own greeting cards..

Slowly, I realize that this is one of my favorite hobby..

I just love when I see the person who received it smiles..

For me, making my own greeting cards make the cards even more sincere, 'cause it come out from my own hand..

Here are some of the cards I made..

Valentine's day!!

1st Anniversary!!

Christmas!!

Amei's Valentine's day

All cards were made using the same materials, black paperboard, colorful flanel cloths, various recycle papers and ribbon, and pen colors.
Maybe next time I have to try to use another materials.

Episode 25 ( My tuesday, 26th January 2010 )

2010-01-26T17:12:00.007+07:00

It's Tuesday, and yes, I have my holiday (Privilege for them who already on the OLD semester, you have few days off during weekdays)..

Woke up around 8AM in the morning, decided to turn on Toshie instead of going back to my comfy and cozy bed. Enjoyed the fresh morning air, accompanied by a piece of plain bread with ceres for breakfast. It was a great morning that I missed for this few months. (Since i always sleep late recently)..

1st plan, and my only plan for today is to finish my final project proposal by noon. But!! Due to lots of entertainment in the internet, I can only finished it by evening (04.30PM)

No worries, I was still manage to finish it by today.. Huehehe..

The shocking part is, during this half day, I was sitting at the same place (I even still sit on it while typing this post).

Here is my companions for this half day

Toshie, Proposal handouts, Xl and esia, a glass of water, that have been refilled several times..

It is 06.10PM now, gotta go 'cause tummy's alarm is ringing.

Let's go have our dinner, friends...

Episode 24 ( My New Shoes!!! )

2010-01-16T23:21:00.003+07:00

Hari ini, akhirnya ke mall lagih, setelah beberapa hari kerjaannya bolak balik karawaci, buat bantu mama urusin rumah karena papa yang lagi gak sehat, jenguk popo yang lagi dirawat juga dirumah sakit, ato mampir kerumah pacar yang juga lagi gak sehat..

Berniat jalan-jalan ajah nemenin pacar yang baru aja sembuh buat beli sepatu, malah berujung ke lecetnya kartu debit akibat digesek di salah satu toko ternama.. a.k.a

AKU BELI SEPATU!!

Astagaa.. pdahal gak ada rencana sama sekali. Bermula dari liat-liat, bayang-bayangin gimana kalo sepatu itu aku pake, mulai terngiang-ngiang diotak, dilanjutkan dengan penyebaran racun yang dilakukan oleh pcar, dan akhirnya berakhir di lecetnya kartu debit itu..

Hm, berhubung belinya mendadak dan cukup menguras tabungan, dengan sangat menyesal, keberadaan sepatu baru itu dirumah, disembunyikan sementara sampai waktu yang tidak ditentukan..

Here is my "Honey Mid"

Episode 23 ( Selamat Hari Jadi Felicia Ngaharjo -To 22- )

2009-11-26T22:35:00.015+07:00

Maybe some of you will realize, why this episode come later than the 24th episode.
It's simple.. Coz' I dont have enough idea how to post my photos. Hahaha..

I don't want it to be plain. I want it to be edited. And I insist, I repeat, I INSIST to add photos to this episode. But no worries, now I have a very simple program to make my origin photos turns to polaroid photos. Start from now, my blog will always be full wif photos.. Hohoo..

Okay, back to topic..

With this blog, I would like to thank.. (Feels like I'm winnng an award.. Hahaha..)
*JESUS for His blessings, so I may celebrated my 22nd birthday joyfully.

*JESUS for giving me the greatest MoMMY and DaDDY ever --they called me early in the morning, since I celebrated my birthday not at my home, but at my rent apartment.

*JESUS for completing my life with 2 wonderful sisters, TuTU and MInGMING --they said they will keep my present 'till next year, when I can have a puppy.

*JESUS for making my life even more complete with a very nice bf, CHRiSTOFFER RyANDY SuTRISNA --He gave me a surprise by visiting me right on midnight to gave me the present

*JESUS for colouring my life with lots of angels (I call them friends) --Who remembered my birthday, prayed, and even fussed themselves buy giving me a present.. CaRISSA, FeLICIA HaZMAN, PaTRICIA, TrISNA, APRilliA, InDAH, STePHaNY YaPARI, VenTY, AgUSTINA, GrADY, DaVID, ReRE, EnGKONG, CaMELIA, JeSIKA, TaZKIA, MaRIA, and others that I can't mention one by one.. And a very special thanks for IrENE and CiCI ALicIA in SG..

Love love them so much!!

^Zara grey ankle boots-Thanks Hunnie..

^Black Charles n Keith sandals-Thanks Amei and Trisna..

^Debenhams Snake skin flat shoes-Thanks Osa and Indah..

^Pink head band-Sent from SG-Thanks Irene and Cici Alicia..

_THE END_

Episode 22 ( My Uni's Life )

2009-11-02T21:26:00.010+07:00

I was on my way home from campus at about 18.30, alone, listened to Owl City's song-Vanilla Twilight, when a thought suddenly come to my mind,

That I will leave this campus soon,
That I won't walk along this road again,
That I won't be a part from this campus anymore..

That I won't meet my friends this often anymore,
That I won't need to attend the classes anymore,
That I won't live in Karawaci with my almost 4 years condomate, Amei, anymore,
That I won't be a student anymore..

But earth still spins around, and life still goes on..

I will miss you, friends
I will miss you, Uni's life..

"Remember the past, enjoy the present, and prepare your self to face the future"

Episode 21 ( I'm a Stage Manager )

2009-10-30T01:23:00.007+07:00

It's been my wish for quite some time. To step out from my comfort zone, in SECRETARY position. Well, this semester, I've got the chance. Even though I have to leave Venty, my treasurer.. Hihii.. I'm very very sorry dear.. I'll still be there to support you.

Of course, job description and challenges are different, but my experience will also be different.
Dealing with speakers, assisting my coordinator to make rundown, materials for the seminar, arranging for multimedia.

It's my first time working in a team tough. Very nice, to have someone who will back up almost everything you do, having someone to help you think of some ideas, and since we contact each other quite often, I think we get closer to each other.

I sometimes feel afraid of making mistakes, fiuhh.. Create more stressful feeling in me. But I'll do my best, for all friends who still fighting for this event^^
Wish me luck!!

Here is me and my coordinator, Sasa..

Episode 20 ( I am transforming into a Games addict, HELL NO!! )

2009-10-08T20:29:00.005+07:00

Haven't post in any blog for 3months!! Geez.. Hahaha.. Too busy wif assignments and other activities.. Guess what it is..

GAMES!! I can't believe that I am a Game freak.. ( I'm not as freak as my friend tough, but it's freak enough that I even spend my boyfriend's 150,000 rupiahs just for buying things from the game!! )

It was start when Hun introduced me with FISH a FISH, it is the game that I spend the money for.. Hahha.. Wif that money I could buy unique things that can't be buy without the real money. I even never feel sorry about that. Hahhaa..

Then followed by Ven's recommendation, HAPPY AQUARIUM. in this game, I have an aquarium and need to take care all the fish, by giving them foods and clean the aquarium gradually..

Well up next is Hun's recommend again.. Island paradise, where I have to plant some vegies and sell it to decorate my island..

And now, I gotta try the new game, CAFE WORLD..
Bye-bye..
Muach-muach..

Episode 19 ( Wolfgang Amadeus Phoenix Concert !!!!! )

2009-08-10T18:02:00.016+07:00

Wow!! Wow!! I know it's too late to post in this blog since the concert was held on 1st of August.. Haha.. But still, I insist to post this in, so it can be remembrance for me. (Esp. the pics..) Hahaha..

It was my 1st experience to watch such a concert like that, the atmosphere, the people, the lightning, the sound system.. If I could only explain it by one word, it's AWESOME!! Even though lots of smoke inside the room..
I went there wif my sister, boyfriend and his friends.. Agus n Venty, guess who I met there?? Yuan Reva.. Hahaha.. Remember?? He asked 'bout you guys.. Unfortunately I didn't remember to take pic with him to show you guys.. Hehe..

http://www.wearephoenix.com/

Okay then, let the photo parade begin!!!

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Episode 17 ( Mad!! )

2009-07-28T23:18:00.004+07:00

Last few days, MAD is the only feelings I could feel..

I'm tryin' to be nice to all people around me.. Tryin' not to disappoint them.. Tryin' to help them with all the things I can do.. But then what I gain? People start to expect even more from me. Every time I can't fulfill their requests, every time I do wrong, and not suitable with what they expect, they become angry to me.
Hey!! I'm a human, with all my limitations. Maybe that is my weak points.. And for you guys to know, I try to vanish it..

Have they ever try to remember all of my efforts to understand them, to help them and make them happy..
And have they ever realize that I always try and always want to understand all of their limitations.. That I always receive their sorry without any conditions..

Like all the good things I've done before are not counted. All the good things I did are disappear because one of my mistakes.. Have they ever realize that they ever did the same thing to me once? And I never even once angry or tryin' to do the same to them..

Why? Why like that? Like no matter how kind I am,.. It'll never be enough..

And sometimes it did happen that people are tryin' to get advantages from my kindness. They always think I can't be angry, I'm a forgivable person, I'm a very kind person who'll always do whatever they ask me to do..

And after all.. Every time I try not to be that kind, try not to do such a great effort for someone, it's me "again" who feels bad..
Of course not every people do so.. But why, there's such people do so?

But anyway, I'm okay now.. Not thinking 'bout it anymore for this time.. I'm tryin' to be a person who'll always do whatever I want to do.. Not anyone else's want..

Fiuh.....

Episode 16 ( Life is a gift )

2009-06-11T21:10:00.004+07:00

I don't know why.. But Morning Sun always brings me inspiration.. Hahhaa... Today, i started my day by delivering My Sis to her school.. Then updating FB while waiting for the time to wake My Luvie.. Then i took a piece of my Grandma's handmake cake for breakfast.. Still warm, very nice for my nose in the morning, my tongue and my stomach.. Enjoying the sun rise, the warmth of the sun, breathing cool and fresh air, while FBing, Blog-ing, and listen-ing to my fave musics makes me so relax and realise, how great my life is..

But...
When troubles around, when problems are haunting me, when the world seems so dark, when I feel all alone, when I feel like all peoples that i loves every single day and night are turning their back into me and leave me, all I have in mind is just MAD, SAD, HATE, and all NEGATIVE thinking.. My heart breaks into pieces, how I hope that wind will blow away all of it including the tears of mine..

Such a great differences between those two.. Light and dark, Laughter and tears, Happy and sad,..

How I hope I can choose the 1st one always. How I always want to run away from the 2nd one. After all, I know that life is a gift.. A very beautiful gift that God has given to me.. I'll never know, if I did not open it and learn how to use it..

Well, now I am still learning. And the result till today is I know there's a light cause I've been in the dark be4, I know there's laughter cause I've been crying be4, I know happiness cause I've been sad be4, I know what's the meaning of relationship cause I know that loneliness is a very evil feelings..

It did happen to me.. When problems come, sadness come, joy and happiness are going away. I cry, cry, and cry.. But when problems go, sadness go, and a lot of joy, and a big happiness suddenly appear. Then I smile, and laugh, and smile, and laugh..

It's not easy to think such this way everytime, but I do realise it, and will always learn..

Episode 15 ( We Don't Have to Look Back Now )

2009-06-09T23:05:00.004+07:00

I'm so much like you
Restless and reckless
I need a clue
So show me a sign
I feel like making a move
Real geographic, a change in mood
We'll let go of everything we know

[Chorus]
You and I will ride tonight
'Till the past is out of sight
We don't have to look back now
From the dark into the light
We can leave it all behind
We can stand together, we don't have to look back now

I'm so much like you
Caught in a moment, coming unglued
In a world so big, it's not easy to choose
Which path to take, which pawn to move
So we'll let go of everything we've ever known

[Chorus]
You and I will ride tonight
'Till the past is out of sight
We don't have to look back now
From the dark into the light
We can leave it all behind
We can stand together, we don't have to look back now

[Bridge]
No one can stop us now
The world is rushing by
The wind is at our back
Everything's new tonight, we're going our own way
No matter what they say
The bridge is on fire, we're flying higher now

[Chorus]
You and I will ride tonight
'Till the past is out of sight
We don't have to look back now
We are knocking down the wall, all for one and one for all
We can stand together
Never gonna look back now

Oh no, Oh no
We don't have to look back now
(Oh no, Oh no)
We don't have to look back now

PUDDLE OF THE MUDD - We Don't Have to Look Back Now

Episode 14 ( Me + Family )

2009-06-06T21:46:00.012+07:00

Starring =
Mr. Ngaharjo Kosen as DADDY
Mrs. Yap Novianny as MOMMY
Ms. Ngaharjo Felicia as MY SELF
Ms. Ngaharjo Virtue as 2nd DAUGHTER
Ms. Ngaharjo Frieda as 3rd DAUGHTER

I realize, how people come and go in my life.. Relatives, friends.. How they come then leave.. Some of them stay sometimes, but still there's a fear in me that they will leave..

Then I realize, who'll stay.. Who'll be with me no matter what am i look like, no matter what personality i have.. They will stay forever with me.. They are the one who will always love me with everything i have..

Sometimes we argue,
Sometimes we fight,
Sometimes we have different opinion,
Sometimes we have "cold war",

But,

So many times we spend together,
So many times we eat together,
So many times we laugh together,
So many times we shop together,
So many times we go on vacation together,
So many beautiful things happened between us..

Can't imagine how am I gonna live without them..

DAD,
has a very gentle love. He always loves us in an equitable way. Protect us, while giving us freedom to choose. Always helpful.. Always care.. Sometimes too much worry.. And it makes me a "little girl forever" infront of him.. Haha..

MOM,
is a tough lady i've ever know.. With so many house things to do and so many kids to take care of ( Me + 2 Lil' Sis + Dad ).. Never expect us to help even a little.. She'll handle it herself.. She is a stubborn mom, but full of love..

VIRTUE,
my lil' sis.. is a grumpy lady.. But besides that, she is a great sister.. Who always care about me, who always miss me, who always take care and even protect me.. Sometimes there's a think in mind, who is the eldest?

FRIEDA,
is my sweet and smart lil' sis.. Always give me good advice, always receive me as her sister no matter how silly I am.. She's a kind hearted girl, who always give precedence to others.

Hard to explain how I LOVE them, with all my heart..
Hard to explain how my heart breaks every time we fight..
Hard to explain how stressful it is when they're not there to support me..

And,

Hard to explain how joyful it is when I know I have them as my family..

Episode 13 ( Nostalgia.. )

2009-06-03T07:16:00.011+07:00

Blogging while eating my breakfast.. 3pieces of OReo and a glass of chocolate milk.. Wake up quite early dis morning, delivered my lil 'sis to her school..

There's few interesting thing dat i see during the travel.. Her school is located exactly besides my school, which is my school since i was kindergarten till senior high school.. Den i count and count, i spend 'bout 15 years study @ dat school.. So many memories happened exactly inside dat building..

Saw the security old man, helping students to get in to school, helping the drivers to avoid any traffic.. Made me remember how friendly he is, how he greets me every morning.. Too bad dat i dun't have any pic of him..

Few meters from the school, saw a teacher walking to the school, Mr. E. He used to teach Music Lesson when i was in Elementary School. Suddenly i felt so sad, saw him walking long distance from his house.. Looked older than be4 (coz few years has passed). But still can see teacher's spirit from his eyes.. Truly wishing the best for him yet healthyness, wealthyness, and happiness.

I drove home while remembering my self still using the Senior High School uniform, bring lots of books in my bag, studying while chitchatting with friends, every Thursday and Saturday plays volleyball, every Wednesday attends a Red Cross Organization, everyday bring my own food, exchange foods with friends, laughing together, rushing made homework @class almost every morning and lots of things..

Missing the canteen
Missing the "jajanan food"
Missing the field where i use to practice volleyball
Missing the class
Missing the uniforms that change every few days
Missing the teachers
Missing all friends
Missing dat moments badly..

Remembering High School memories always makes me feel like really want to turn back the time..
But truthfully thankful dat i can enjoy all dat moments and still have all the memories in mind..

Episode 12 (Why do we grow up?)

2009-05-03T00:18:00.000+07:00

Sometimes thinking 'bout it badly.. Why do we grow up? No.. Why do we HAVE to grow up? Do we have a choice not to grow up? I think i don't.. How 'bout you? Do you have a choice not to grow up?

It's not a problem for me to grow up... But can i just grow up with my own way, with my own choice?
I know, they do it for my own good.. They do it coz they love and care about me, but they don't have to make me live my life like i'm running out of ages.. I'm still young.. 21 years old, there are still so many years for me to be an old woman..

I know i am not a teenager anymore, time for me to think about my future. But why sometimes they don't respect my choices? Why sometimes they underestimate me and my choices? Is it only my feelings? Maybe not underestimate, they just scared that i choose the wrong choice.. And I really appreciate that.. And again, I know they do it because they love me.. But please..

I think I am mature enough to know good and bad.. Because i am not a stupid girl, who will keep silent if anything bad happen to me.. To think such a negative thinking about me and my choices just make me feels that they don't trust me..
And it always make me feels not good..

One thing I hate about being adult is about the pressure..
Hhh... Is Peter Pan really exist? How a lucky boy he is..

Episode 11 (Finally I know how to do a plastic surgery to my blog!!)

2009-04-02T21:49:00.000+07:00

Saturday, 02nd of May 2009 (00:12)

I've just make a plastic surgery to my blog... Thanks for Agus, who helped me to find out where to find nice templates.. VERY VERY nice.. Coz my holiday mode is on, decided to choose a travelling template for it. I even make a song playlist dat for sure will be on my ipod's playlist. Can't wait to go for a holiday..
But still, have to study hard and think hard for all the final test.

Acha-Acha FIGHTHING!!!

Episode 10 ( Quizez at the very late of night...)

2009-03-26T01:49:00.000+07:00

I got diz quiz from Agush's blog.. Decided to try, since sleeping is not one of my choices tonight.. And here is the result..

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

mm, and it's almost 90 percent correct...

Episode 9 (So many things in mind..)

2009-03-12T22:08:00.000+07:00

Feels like my mind is fully loaded.. But don't know wat they aree.. Gonna throw it for a while.. But oso dunno how..

Felicia come back!!! Do not drown in your own world!!!

So tired..
Need some refreshments.. A very fresh refreshments..

Episode 8 (The Journey of "Kue Ape")

2009-03-09T17:26:00.000+07:00

Today is Indonesian's Public Holiday.. Woohooo..!!! Extra 1 more holiday.. Hihiii.. (Feel so good, coz afta' feeling stress for few days u have an additional 1day for freeee...)

Spend my time wif my boyfriend, looking around shops & bought some stuffs (All snacks). Then felt so bored.. Like got nothing to do.. Suddenly, think of my favourite old time traditional snacks, KUE APE. My bf asked to go and look for it. AGREED of coz.. Hehehe..

But, rain fall so badly.. I even hard to see e road. And as usual, it flooded so fast. Scared dat the car's machine will stop coz the flooded, we decided to wait @my bf's home up till now.. But the rain already stop now... Hoho.. wish there will be no more flooded.. Scared eee...

After all No Kue Ape... n got flooded =(

Episode 7 (How long aldy i haven't post in any blog yaa?)

2009-02-25T21:14:00.000+07:00

I almost 4 get i have blog.. Haish..
Lucky I never forget my username and password. And since i can go online in my room (I don't noe y today the wi-fi reach my room), I decided to write some sentences to feed my blog.. My poor blog, hungry aldy i think..

Well, just to share bout my best friend's wedding last 2week.. I'm happy for her also since i know they love each other so much.. I envy her lo.. she is younger than me, but marry 1st? hahaha... When will be my turn ya? still need so many time for sure.. *fiuh..

It's a very simple wedding party, but for sure, it's a very memorable wedding celebration for both of them.. Congratz Mr.&Mrs. F&S Irawan... But still, sumtimes i feel like i'm going to lose 1 of my best friend, since now she has new family and new environment now.. But it's okay, for sure she won't 4get me.. That'll be enough..

Episode 6 (CNY eve!!!)

2009-01-25T16:10:00.000+07:00

ALL!!! Happy Chinese New Year!!!

-To be continued-
Hahhahaa...

Episode 5 ( I'm waiting now)

2009-01-22T19:59:00.000+07:00

Still got few minutes be4 my friends come n pick me up for dinner.. Hungryyyy.... :(
Decided to write a blog while sms with my bf and amei...
And since i can't post in any comments, so can i juz reply it in dis episodeeee? hehehe..

Agus, the seminar is for 29th of Jan, wrong info.. hahahaa.. I still dunno how ee... I sign in aldy, dats y i can still post in a blog.. ritee? how arrr? huhuhu....

Grady, we have to introduce Indonesian food in Indon language riteee? But, thx for da translation, ithink it'll help others who read it. Hahahaa...

Elfieee....
Nasi Lengko is very nice.. Come to Indon, we'll take you to agus's place n eat nasi lengkoo.. Got fried tofu osoo..
Agus, agus... i wat to eat nasi lengko again.. hehehe..

Where are my friends arr? Still haven't come.. I'm hungryyyy...

Episode 4 ( I'm very full now!!!)

2009-01-21T23:07:00.000+07:00

Whoaa... Write 2 blogs in one day... Amazing rite? (for me actually)
Just for your info, Amei (My dear sotong friend) is sitting rite beside me.. Seeing me typing, waiting for the electric connection... (Later i upload her photo for you guys to see her^^...)
We've just come back from our dinner and shopping time..
Tonite i had SOP BUNTUT and SATAY AYAM for my dinner.. N got ES KELAPA MUDA for my dessert... N Somemoree.. still had Mc.D ice strawberry sundae for my 2nd dessert.. Dat's y now i'm very full..!!!

HHH.... Got to sleep now... Tml have early morning class (But still it's not as early as A SHIFT @ MMS, so thankfull... hahahaa...), then continue by a seminar from US University.... Fiuhhh....
Jia Yoooo....!!!!

-gud nite, my dear friendssss-
muachhhhsss ^^

Episode 3 ( I'm Hungryy...)

2009-01-21T18:54:00.000+07:00

While i'm writing dis blog... My stomach is keep singing lor... Very Hungryyy!!! But still need to wait 4 my sister to take a shower first..
Then, while waiting, now i'm thinking what am i gonna eat for my dinner.. HEhheee...
My dear friends in Singaporee,... Have u all makan yet? Are u guys healthyy? hehehehe... Really want to know what y'all doing now.. Working? Standing behind the counter? Or going to Marina Bay's Cafe for dinner? Or Taking pictures as usual, Grady? Hehehe...

Miss y'all...

Ohhh.. Need to ask Agus, y arr? I cannot post in a comment? Hahahaha.. Pls inform me as soon as yu read dis blog.. Hheheh...

Episode 2 (Condominium Golf Karawaci)

2009-01-19T22:03:00.000+07:00

Finallyy, can go online again.. Hehhee..

Today, nothing special,... Besides dat this afternoon, i went to Agus's house wif Stevani n Venty.. So happy,.. Then we have lunch together oso @Agus's house.. Nasi Lengko is verrryyy nice.. Next time, i'll try the Nasi Bakmoy... hehhehe... After dat, i went home then take a nap.. But i think i overslept.. Hahhaa.. I slept from 1200 noon till 1630 lorr... Can't sleep @ nite for sure..

One thing i hate while writing dis blog is.. The internet connection is keep dissapeared.. Huhh.. Make me so lazy to go online... Hahha.. And i think i need to clear up my diskdrive since my laptop now work so sloww... fiuhh... Hahaha.. Juz remember when Alicia always says "So Slow arr you" to me... It's okay... Slow but sure.. Hihihihi...

This afternoon, my friend sms me.. Asking 'bout his puppy named Zico.. He want to give it to me, since he can't take care of it. Wuaa,.. For sure, I really want it... Always dreaming dat i can have a puppy.. Ask permission from my family, and they allowed me to take Zico.. So Happyyyyy!!!
But then, can't get the permisiion from my housemate @ Karawaci since one of them don't like pets.. hikx.. So Sadddd!!!!!

It's okay.. I know i'll have it one day.. Just be patient...

Episode 1 ( Whoaaa.. finally i make it... )

2009-01-13T22:16:00.000+07:00

Wahaha.. So happy... Finally can finish my blog.. I PROUDLY say dat dis blog is dedicated to my dearest far friends in Singapore.. Hehehe...
Still looking forward how to put a music player to my blog.. Need to ask Agus how to do it, i'm tired of trying already.. huh..

It's almost a week since i arr home.. It's very nice to going home.. I miss my family, my hunnie "gentong", n my friends, n so happy dat i finally can meet them again.. But still, i miss my second family in Singapore, Grady n David, Irene, Alicia, Jerrick, Junwei, Ms. Jo, and all the front office member... I even miss the hotel n my job lor.. So weird..
Feels like i just fall asleep inside the airplane and d airplane is just flying back to back from Indonesia to Singapore and going back again to Indonesia..
But I can say for sure, it's the sweetest dream dat ever happened to me..

I miss you all guys.. And will keep u all in my heartt..
Gud nite greetings from me in Indonesia to u all in Singaporee^^